This Song Saved My Life

Saya mungkin tergolong orang yang pendiam. Tapi pendiam bukan dalam arti sebenarnya. Pendiam kalo ada dilingkungan yang menurut saya kurang cocok. Pendiam kalo lawan interaksinya tonjokable. Pendiam kalo lagi gak mood. Dan pendiam kalo lagi males ngorol *yaelah*.

Di kampus, kadang saya suka bosen. Bosen ngobrol terutama. Saya mikir, diem atau tidak melibatkan diri atau berusaha untuk tidak terlibat dengan obrolan yang kurang penting lebih baik. Save energy, save aura. Tolok ukur kurang pentingnya seperti apa? Relatif. Misal, ada orang punya ini diomongin, ada orang punya itu dimongin. Penting? Enggak kan? Nah, pas lagi kayak gitu biasanya saya lebih memilih buat baca novel (kalo kebetulan bawa) atau dengerin lagu. Sendirian. Saya cuek? Enggak juga. Saya gak peduli? Bisa jadi (hanya pada hal tertentu). Saya kurang bersosialisasi? Saya rasa sudah cukup.

Kalo kata Queen My Life Has Been Saved, seriously, my life has been saved by song[s]. Yeah, and Honestly, This Song Saved My Life :

I want to start by letting you know this
because of you my life has a purpose
you helped be who i am today
I see myself in every word you say
Sometimes it feels like nobody gets me
Trapped in a world where everyone hates me
There's so much that I'm going through
I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you

I was broken 
I was choking
I was lost
This Song saved my life
I was bleeding stopped believing
could have died
This song saved my life
I was down
I was drowning
but it came on just in time
this song saved my life

Sometimes I feel like you've known me forever
You always know how to make me feel better
Because of you my dad and me 
are so much closer than we used to be
You're my escape when I'm stuck in a small town
I turn you up whenever I feel down 
you let me know like no one else
That it's ok to be myself

You'll never know what it means to me 
that I'm not alone
That I'll never have to be

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